GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

words
cannot express
my deep feelings
of total and utter
frustration at this very moment
I don't want to
take it out
on anyone
though.

Today
has been
a most horribly
stressful and thought provoking
day. One I hope I
never need to
experience again
ever.

I
should realize
it's not about
me personally, or rather
it's not about making me
feel like a sucker
but I do
feel like
that

Give
an inch
they will take
a mile and another
and so on until they
have become so distant
there's no point
in trying
anymore.

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